i am on a happy-to-be-me high! this may come as a surprise considering the heaviness and somber mood of my earlier posts this week, but nonetheless i have some answers and all is right again.
at the beginning of the week i was waiting for an answer. i am no good in the waiting phase. my thoughts spin out of control. to tell me to get a grip and rise above it is futile. i haven't the slightest idea on how to do that. even with the help of a new book, i still can't do it. unfortunately for those around me i just have to work my way through it. i need my time to sob, have my pity party, and be hopeless. i need the time to change my negative thoughts into positives.
we are now at the end of the week. i got my answers that i was impatiently waiting for. even though it wasn't really what i wanted to hear it was an answer. i can finally breathe, i am not waking up before 5am, the tears have stopped, and i can move forward.
i think the only person who reacts to situations with as much emotion as me is my daughter. so sorry dear that you inherited that trait. all i really have to say is that at least you never have to guess how i am doing, it is right there for anyone and everyone to see.
i am extremely happy to be me; complicated, flawed, passionate, inquisitive, emotional, unreasonable, joyous, quirky me.
2 comments:
I happy to be you, too. That is, I'm happy to be ME but would be happy being you. Or rather, I wish I were me instead of you. Ugh, I mean, it's nice being us.
hahahaha!!! love!!!
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